Fifty Secrets. You have to be completely honest.

Re-post from Nanda, from FB note~

Zero - Who was your last text from?
Rida – friend from college

One - Where was your default pic taken?
My room

Two - Your relationship status?
Not-taken

Three - Have you ever lost a close friend?
… I guess

Four - What is your current mood?
Happy for someone 

Five - What's your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Asa, Dias, Arlia

Six - Where do you wish you were right now?
Seoul, South Korea

Seven - Have a crazy side?
Definitely yes~

Eight - Ever had a near death experience?
Maybe…

Nine - Something you do a lot?
Net-surfing.. Fangirling.. ._.

Ten - Angry at anyone?
Quite…

Eleven - What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
He don’t give any responds

Twelve - When was the last time you cried?
Last night…

Fourteen - What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
Random things… about my hope, my future, and sometimes my past…

Fifteen - What were you doing yesterday at 10:00 a.m.?
Sleep :D

Sixteen - Do you prefer light or dark hair on opposite sex ?
Dark

Seventeen - Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My friend, Ismi…

Eighteen - What is/are your favorite song(s)?
Any TVXQ / DBSK / Tohoshinki’s songs… especially Darkness Eyes
Songs with nice melody and meaningful lyrics…

Nineteen - What are you doing right now?
Answering you questions, pabo* ==
LOL kidding. Net-surfing, read some article, and tweeting

Twenty - Who do you trust 100% right now?
Allah SWT and my mom.

Twenty-one - Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
My uncle who lived in Oman.

Twenty-two - Heavy metal music?
A big no

Twenty-three - Are you currently missing someone in particular ?
Yes

Twenty-five - Who are you thinking about right now?
Shim Changmin – TVXQ member

Twenty-six - What should you be doing right now?
Pray. It’s Maghrib time..

Twenty-seven - What are you listening to?
Eternal by Tohoshinki (before I stopped it because of azan Maghrib)

Twenty-eight - You need new jeans. Where do you go?
Factory Outlet~

Twenty-nine - Who was the last person who yelled at you?
My mom, when she wakes me up ==

Thirty - Do you act differently around the person you like?
Maybe…

Thirty-one - What is your natural hair color?
Black mixed with dark brown

Thirty-two - Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Junsu – TVXQ member

Thirty-three - Who was the last person to make you angry?
A person from the past…………………….

Thirty-four - Hello Kitty?
Remind me of Colors - Melody and Harmony, sang by Yoochun and Jaejoong.

Thirty-five - Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Wavy

Thirty-six - Hug anyone of opposite sex in past 24 hours ?
Nope

Thirty-seven - One thing you want right now?
TVXQ comeback as 5… and no one hurting anymore…

Thirty-nine - What does the 5th text in your inbox say?
Something about lecturer-assistant

Forty-one - Are you happy with life right now?
I guess so…

Forty-two - Are you currently jealous?
Umm… a bit

Forty-three - When was last time someone of opposite sex made you have a real smile on your face?
An hour ago… I’m happy for him~

Forty-four - How many pairs of converse do you own?
5? But only 1 that still proper to use…

Forty-five - What do you miss the most about elementary school?
The foods from food stall near school ._.

Forty-seven - Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yep.. but just a little bit disappointed…

Forty-eight - What are you looking forward to?
TVXQ reunite~

Forty-nine - Does anyone like you right now?
How do I know?

Fifty - Lyrics to the song you're listening to?
Boku no koto shinjirareru nara~
Try My Love - TVXQ


because you've read this, you must REBLOG THIS!
*just for fun :)

~have a nice Wednesday

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thinking table (?)

i told ya, i'm back with new post :D

out of sudden, i wanna share this. Taken an hour ago, right away from my Nokia X5 (and i don't know what's wrong with my cellphone. so annoying. Fortunately it's still have guarantees).
this is it (heck.sounds like those sexy-chef-whatever), my work table. or in fact, my older sister's table, which invade by me as she move to Bandung because of her co-as job. And i guess it's officially my table now.
Not neat. Well, what do you expect from me? LOL. I rarely tidy up my table, due to my business and my laziness *get kicked*
but believe me, it's not that neat but it's WELL-ORGANIZED. You can see some box there, some pencil case, and 2 section for books. That's what i called zoning (oh, architect effect).


take a look by yourself, as you see, there's:

• Some English contest trophy : NOT MINE. it's belong to my sister. i've never winning any trophy for myself alone (because in fact i have got group trophy 3 times)
• photo frame : again, it's not mine -.- that's my sister and her friends from high school
• a rabbit doll : again and again, it's my sister's. (i promise the list after this will talk about what's mine XD)
  
• laptop HP : not exactly mine. i still have to share it with my younger sister. but since i use it almost 24/7, so i guess i can call it as MINE. kekekeke
• bunch of books : 2 zones of books ---> college books (right) and miscellaneous (left). I have separate racks for novels, comics, and magazines. and yeah i love books.
• some CDs... E-books, software CD, game installer (:p), etc..
  
• 2 box : the strips one is for important things (won't tell you what's the contents) and the pink one is for random things (?).
  
• there's rapido Rotring and oil painting color sneak behind laptop *i never use them again since my 1st year*
• my NEW external harddisk. Finally i have one XD
• post-it board : to stick some important note, to-do-list, etc etc
  
• and the last, my treasures: cassette, CDs, and DVDs from TVXQ (i will make separate post to talk about it XD)
  

that's it... not that interesting. but somehow i love to share with everyone XD

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listening to Love in The Ice from TVXQ
try to Youtube-ing their performance, even if you're not their fans or even you don't have clue about them, you might be fall in love with their angelic voice...
*seriously, i'm not saying this just because i am their fans, and i'm not exaggerate >.>

Good night people....

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I do love dreaming. Everybody did.

i have a dream
err...exactly it's a dreams (with 's'. it make differences, right?)
i have so (okay, you rather say 'too', not 'so') many dreams.. too much say 'i want this', 'i want that', 'i want to be this', 'i have to do that', that kind of words..

but, don't know why, i just love it.. It's different with set a goal or going to do some plan..
somehow our dream can keep us on the right track, on the path which we believe in..

and yeah, i believe in this :

If you can dream it, you can do it.
Walt Disney

pardon me if I tell about my dream over and over again..
it's not mean i'm such a 'talk less, do more' person..

keep dreaming
keep wishing our dreams (with 's', it's mean all of our dream :p) come true

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am i that FREAK?

beberapa hari ini tiba-tiba (well, it's not that suddenly) saya berpikir tentang satu hal, satu kata lebih tepatnya.
FREAK
sebenernya kata ini baru sering dipakai beberapa saat yang lalu sih, dan kebanyakan kata ini menuju ke orang lain (yeah, sorry for those I called freak). Nah, tiba-tiba saya jadi mikir, apa jangan-jangan saya juga termasuk orang yang freak ya?
kembali ke satu kata itu dulu, apa yang dimaksud dengan freak sebenernya? Langsung deh saya mengetikkan 5 huruf itu di Google Translate (penyelamat di saat kepepet untuk translate). And this is the result :
FREAK

nomina orang sinting keajaiban

verba bertingkah

adjektiva aneh ganjil tdk normal

hmm, it's not that bad to be freak. Nah, kembali ke 'kasus' saya.
Kenapa saya jadi tiba-tiba mikir kalau saya ini sebenernya freak dan saya enggak sadar kalau saya itu freak?
Yah, sebut saja daftar ini sebagai 'bahan pertimbangan' :

1. I can be so obsessed with something. Daftar obsesi saya terhadap sesuatu: saya nonton DVD Boys Before Flower berulang-ulang (seingat saya sampai 5 kali) dan saya enggak bosan; selain BBF, saya juga nonton My Girl, Hana Yori Dango, Nodame Cantabile, One Piece, dll berulang-ulang; saya mendengarkan lagu-lagunya TVXQ berulang-ulang setiap hari dan saya selalu update berita terbaru mereka; saya jadi sedih karena masalah yang sedang dihadapi para anggota TVXQ; I love One Piece so much, sampai2 saya berniat bikin ensiklopedia One Piece; ketika ditanya adik saya, pilih kamera SLR atau tiket konser TVXQ, tanpa ragu saya jawab, tiket konser; ada beberapa komik dan novel yang saya baca berulang-ulang, sampai saya hafal saya baru berhenti membacanya; dan masih banyak lagi, sampai saya lupa.
   
2. Saya bisa tertawa (sampai terbahak-bahak) karena suatu hal yang absolutely NOT funny. Contohnya waktu saya SMA, guru bahasa Inggris saya ngasih lelucon dan enggak ada yang tertawa sampai enggak bisa ngomong kecuali SAYA. Freak huh? (tapi saya enggak pernah kok mentertawakan kesialan orang lain)
   
3. Saya bisa bengong di depan suatu barang dan melototin barang itu, seakan-akan barang itu bisa berpindah ke tangan saya lalu saya bawa pulang. Dan mungkin saya terlihat norak.
   
4. Saya sangat suka begadang ketika tidak ada yang harus dikerjakan. LIKE THIS. Malam ini malam minggu, atau lebih tepatnya ini minggu PAGI, dan mata saya masih melek sempurna, beda dengan saat saya harus menyelesaikan rancang bangun untuk tugas studio perancangan. Kalau untuk itu, jam segini sih saya sudah ketiduran.
   
5. Saya suka bermimpi. Mimpi disini bukan mimpi yang sering orang-orang punya, seperti mimpi ingin ke luar negeri atau ingin jadi artis terkenal, bukan. Saya suka membayangkan skenario-skenario, bisa tentang hidup saya atau bahkan tentang hal-hal yang saya sebutkan di nomor 1. Contohnya: saya membayangkan apa yang kelompok bajak laut Mugiwara lakukan di Thousand Sunny atau pernah juga saya membayangkan cerita kelanjutan hubungan JanDi dan JunPyo di BBF (yang saya rasa akhirnya terlalu menggantung)
   

Apa lagi?
Sepertinya 'hanya' itu daftar keanehan saya. Umm...setelah dipikir-pikir, ini jadi seperti confession, karena semua kebiasaan saya ini enggak pernah saya bicarakan dengan siapa pun, kecuali kalau mereka sadar sendiri. Haha, and now I confess it to the world. Oke, masukkan ini ke daftar ke-freak-an saya.

Nah, apakah saya cukup freak?
atau belum?
apapun itu, saya bahagia jadi diri saya sendiri, I live my own life, and live it in my way.
Kalaupun menurut kalian saya freak, i just want to say, I love being freak.

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i think she is a nice person

you know? i'm quite surprised when stranger could be this nice to me
thank's for your nice reply, Lala Bohang

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Alter Ego

Dalam satu jiwa, tapi jauh berbeda.
Ada dua bagian diriku, yang sama2 menguasai
Sampai aku tidak bisa memutuskan yang mana aku yang sebenarnya dan yang mana yang seorang alter ego
Aku suka keramaian seperti aku suka sendirian
Aku seperti air, bisa begitu tenang dan sesaat kemudian badai
Aku bisa begitu kuat, dan tak jarang aku mudah jatuh
Aku sering berpikir dewasa seperti aku sering betingkah kekanakan
Aku bisa sangat baik tapi aku tahu kadang aku ini jahat
Kadang orang mengenalku hanya dengan melihat di satu sisi
Aku tak bisa dikenal dengan cara begitu
Aku tak heran tak banyak yang mengenal diriku yang sebenarnya
Mereka terlalu cepat menyimpulkan
Terlalu tidak sabaran untuk mengerti semua
Bukan salah mereka
Toh aku tak memaksa untuk dimengerti
Aku hanya ingin dimengerti

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DILEMA!

hwaaaaa
dilema abis-abisan!!
mumpung lagi punya duit, pengen beli Lomo
tapiiiii, inget obsesi dari dulu.. which is backpacking!!
dan harus terus nabung buat modal....
grrr.....
jadi bingung...

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Looklet : unstopable fashionista! :D

website for those who aspire to be a fashion designer
or for those who had fashionista-mind but don't have much self-confident to apply it to themselves (me, for example?)
well, in fact this is for spending time and refreshing, and for increase our creativity
*i think my design cool enough, so check on my Looklet page :D
http://looklet.com/user/91670

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if I could skip 1 day...

it's sounds i'm away from the problem..
well, maybe that's right... even it's ABSOLUTELY not the right way...
don't know why, I really don't wanna face 'the DAY'...
hmm, maybe they're all feel the same.. yeah, we're all know what could be happen there...

hmpfh... i used to be brave...
even they said I am, in fact i have a lot of fear....

however, as long as we face it together, I think it would be better....
well, not that bad i mean...

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hmm.. just wanna write here

hey there...
sorry for waiting too long...
i'm just too busy this week (and no exaggerated, yes i am that busy)
sick of this kind of life.... too much tasks and it's more terrible because of 'something-on-next-saturday' (sorry, can't talk too much)
yah, wish me luck......
see ya, soon :)

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losing faith

people said chances almost come when we don't realize it..
but I don't think it have been come to me...........

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First Step To The World

first step to be a global person is speak with the global language..
that's what I try to do from now on.. I decided to make this blog written in English..
it's not because I don't love my language, I just tried to prove my ability...
and yes, i have problem with grammar (correct me if I've done wrong, please)

first step to globalization!
:D

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